Fooling Reality

Loose your sense of reality for a moment,
and believe that your existance is merely a projection of your mind.
What does that make you then..,  Insignificant?
Yeah kinda, but don't miss the thing that is most divine..

If the projection is so strong, that everything to you is real,
Why not project the things you want to happen then,
When Life is just all you see, experience and feel,
Then thoughts coming true won't be a matter of whether, but when!

Lost

I may not be the best person in the world but I can put my hand ,Not on the Quran, not on the Geeta , Not on the Bible But on my Heart and say that I am Not a Bad person..

Why don't I put my hand on these 3 books? Why on my heart?
Because thats the biggest truth in my life..
It is how I communicate with My God..I don't talk to Him, I feel Him and in this channel through which I communicate with HIM, i keep my anger, frustrations, tears, anxieties and the feeling of unfairness when I should not..

But I cant help it.. I feel cheated and i want Him to help

With my trust betrayed, love shamed, dreams cried and heart shattered at the same time the promises did, I call for the one who is fairest and ask Him to Save me.. but I feel Lost...

Am I Lost Or Am I right where God wants me to be?:S

I truly have no idea of where im going anymore.. All I know is what I want..
Wish i could say I actually know that fully too.. but all I have is an idea..
a vague insignificant idea but an idea nonetheless.. Whether significant or not, It
Exists And It is Not going to dissapear becaue the feeling of desire overwhelmes my heart, disturbs my mind and makes up my soul.



Is not knowing exactly what I want a curse or a blessing?
Is the fact of my idea being vague and not clear, give my fulfilled desire unwanted characteristics or will it give it room for better results since it's from God?
Is Life going to make a joke or my desire or a Miracle of my dreams?
How ever much I want to think positively, life just proves me wrong..
On the contrary I cant even think negatively because God has shown his grace on me by giving me memories greater than my fantasies have called for.
The dream like moments are now passed and promises broken..
So is it just me lost or God filling my life with temporary hearts and lifetime memories while leaving my soulmate for last because as soon as he meets me, it will become We, not he or me...


When life is made up of thoughts, how could mine be ignored? Especially when mine are higher than thoughts, it is an idea!
When thoughts are visions of the future then arent ideas the plans?
Won't writing them be as good as the outline sketch on paper and thats what im gonna doing...

Treason

Well... All our fates are to be God, but on a lower scale. How???

Well we all have children right? God gives us the ability of feeling how he feels.... since we cannot understand why God will "answer" our prayers??? Like who are we? Why will He care? Well, We are his creations... His children!

We all have children to understand the concept of God... Like how you would want to give your child Everything in the world, God will want to give you that and More! Like you have the attatchment to your child, God has that attatchment with you but his even closer... he knows your every thought, care and desire. Like how you would want to see your child succeed, he wants to see all of his children successful. Also...if you have two or more children... the same way you cant see both your children fighting, he cant see us having war. The way you punish one child if he hurts your other child, God punishes you for hurting another person.

Ignorance is Bliss

How come all religious places are almost all the same no matter how different each claim to be?
There is one or few religious people who will lead in prayer,dua or pooja and a sermon, khutba or pooja paat and the rest will follow blindly with no question in mind. The Blind Faith that keeps us all sane. Who says religion should be like this? Who says that this is the only way to connect to God? Why is the mess in the church,mosque or temple the way? Are "the we going all the way to the house of God" literally bringing us closer to God.. or are we Ourselves bringing ourselves closer to God in mind and we just need the physical action of us going there to feel we've reached?

Some claim that religion is knowledge. It is knowing... but i beg to differ. I feel it is just NOT KNOWING... Just the rule of thumb of "not questioning" because how will you know if you don't question, right?

Religion is just the bliss of ignorance given to us on a silver platter. Religion is just for peace of mind so we dont try to find our purpose and answers to what the hell is going on. How nice for us, we have an out as seriously you can go mad trying to understand why. Just giving the whole responsibilty of why we are here to God and how we ensure our wellbeing by worshipping him as He is the holder of our fate is very clever indeed as there is no bigger form of flattery then worship, right? 

But do we really need to be convincing God here or do we really need to be convincing ourselves that we are the owner of better fates?

We pray day by day convincing our poor souls that everything will be great, convincing our poor hearts that there is nothing to worry about... convincing our poor weak minds that life is controlled by the one we worship...

HOW SAD!

We cant even accept that we are the ones calling the shots... BUT subconciously... How SICK!

Khud/Khuda

Everyone has experienced something supernatural in life, in the form of either a miracle, a prayer come true, deja vu or simply a coincidence.So then, is it by chance that these things occur or is there something more to it? The truth is, I myself am quite uncertain about it, in fact I'm even uncertain about the concept that we call life.

Why are we here...? Where do we come from? Who created us? These are all questions no one, NOT EVEN religion have a clear answer to! Once asked the answer is automatically derailed to.. "This is satan inside you asking" or "This all cant be asked". Can someone say "What the Fuck?"

Doesn't it mean that it's all BULLSHIT? If they can't answer these simple questions without shunning or banishing the person asking to satan? Well, why cant they just admit that They don't know!

Why do we ask these questions when the real interesting one is right there with results that are waiting to happen? What ARE WE Capable off? What exactly is our limit? If God's power has no limit then why are we soo limited? Don't we too possess a piece of God in us to run our bodies...?

The truth is we do have power... but from the simple slow process of conditioning, we loose the ability to accept our true potential...

If I say now.. Just say and it will happen..
You yourself would have a million thoughts, insults and jokes of sceptisism. Therefore, showing the inability of accepting Greatness!

That is why the concept of God is created. This concept enables you to give the responsibility of greatness and power to someone higher than you... to make your wish, desire or want come true. Since you cannot believe that you yourself can achieve what you want... You ask someone greater, your creator To GIVE IT TO YOU...! That is known as prayer!

So what is the foundation of prayer...?

BELIEF...! Why do some of our prayers get answered but some, NOT?

Well... it's simple..., Your belief and certainty that God will give it to you does...

Muslims have this saying everytime they ask for something in prayer... "Insh'Allah" which means... "If God wills"

Truth is... God is always willing.... It just depends on whether u really want it... or is there doubt in your mind that you will not get it. Christians have this saying when it comes to prayer... "God says: "Knock and itll open" Ask and u shall recieve."

God wants to give you every conceivable thing that your heart desires.Only you are standing in your own way. WHY?

Accept ... "Im going to get what i want", Why is that so difficult?

Because of Conditioning alone? No!

Thoughts...,
which is the foundation of belief!
Also, it is the foundation of Reality as everything that we see is created from only a mere thought!

Can you believe that everything that happens or happened to you in this life.. Whether good or bad, you actually have thought about it at one moment in time? It is possible actually.. because in every minute, there are 100,000 over thoughts running through your mind? Some of which you are not even aware of...

Therefore the saying goes... "Always think good things".
This is because when you think good things, good things will happen to you!

Let's start the morning with a prayer...

God...

Fill my heart with light so that my intelligence can be drowned by serenity,
Impart me with the feeling of acceptance of anything my way,
Drape my mind with dreams and Bless my soul with anticipation,
As this world is full of surprises that is a blink away.

When Life is a train taking me from one desire to another,
Why then should i worry about the problem at hand,
When it is just going to move again, taking me away from here,
Sending me to exactly where, I, at one moment of my life planned...

Foolish are the feelings of anger, sadness and hate,
When it really doesnt matter , as it is all fate.
Acceptance is the longest mile,
But why cry when you can accept it with a smile!

Is it then should i accept tradgedies?
But why expect it in the first place,
Key here is planned strategies,
which is to expect happiness with doubt untraced.